my heart grew hot within me. While I meditated,the fire burned then I spoke with my tongue:
Psalm 39 :1-3
How I wish I could control my mouth. I realize that it is my heart that goes wonky and I have to be right, no matter what. But why? Why can't I internalize my discontent and think things over before I speak? Am I trying to make myself better than someone else? Well, that doesn't work because I feel miserable when I speak my piece.